Brand New Day

2011-12-04T21:27:00.004+08:00

I think i should really consider my options since i have heard many voices telling me. ''Honestly ah, i think...hey you should....no point la..." were the words i heard frequently.

I think what Asher said to me does make sense. Keeping yourself open to more options will be better and knowing more girls first is better than just stuck into one that has no feelings for you at all. Guess i should to this too after a long night of consideration...

I am not the most handsome guy in the world, may not be the smartest and talented guy in the world, may not be the richest guy in the world. BUT i have to say i can be the most hardworking person in the world.

Happy wedding to my cousin! :)

Jay

be your best

2011-08-23T11:50:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

Sometimes i think that it is very difficult to control an emotion when you are a musician, or perhaps a full-time musician! Feelings just pour out like no one's business. I think its bothering me sometimes that whenever i heard a piece of music that is emo, i will think alot! Sigh, okay, maybe tts just the soft part of me!

Gotta tell you all something....

Wannna know?????

Hehehhe....

I am in love ........

with......

chants from the ancient time!!! :) its kinda cool. music has its origin from there. Okay, i think i know alot of stuffs but i dun really apply them, but i am hardworking :D

byebye, i am rotting in the library now! :(

2011-05-03T18:00:00.000+08:00

Just now was having recitals! Fun, everybody including the audience knows my song well! Pass de, confirm :D famous liao haha

2011-05-02T02:03:00.001+08:00

leg pain la!!! wlao!!! sigh!@ sian diao!!!!

camp tmr cont!!!! blessed me....

2011-04-29T22:23:00.003+08:00

This is dedicated to you know who you are:

My blog was dead alot of time! And i revived it quite alot of time too.! This time i will never let it go also!!! Same goes for you :D

Oh, I hope you pray before you sleep! Same goes for everyone! It gives you peace when you sleep! Wake up, and its a new day awaits for you to discover =)

Sincerely,

Jay

2011-04-29T02:12:00.000+08:00

I like you :D

2011-04-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

you are scaring me with your words!!!! No you arent going to die soon... :(

Maybe I am in...........

2011-04-25T23:16:00.003+08:00

Thanks for sharing with me your woes! :D

Thanks for trusting me too! :D

I will pray for you too :D

All the best for your math test :D

Whipped up some delicious food today for Wayne! Tom Yam Seafood Soup! Me can change occupation from pianist/composer to cook! Anyway i think i have quite a number of jobs:

1) Pianist

2) Composer

3) Cook

4) Student

5) Music Teacher

6) Tuition Teacher

7) Good listener

8) Kind Soul

Okay, the last 2 are just my own compliments, haha! Okay, going to sleep soon le! Nights

Note: You will always see sunlight in a wretch present :D So dun worry too much, everyday is a brand new day that God created =)

2011-04-23T09:41:00.003+08:00

Okay bloggin' in the early morning wasnt fun at all cos i am friggin' tired! And my mum just nagged at me like a machine gun, she asked me teach my youngest sister piano. Hmmm, was thinking abt the fun of yesterday, should cherish more of such events :D

Yesterday was also abit crappy. Going home with Joyce, Christel, Lana, Zach, Wayne and my sis via the MRT, and we were talking craps! And sometimes being racist! -.- Fun ppl 就是 very nice to hang out de! Well, got to admit i have some sense of humorous haha :D Reach home around 10pm! =)

Plans for later:

- learn diploma pieces later

- going teach piano later

- football (at night)

This shall be my house and my....graveyard :)

i kind of like this pic taken ytd cos i like the background, it gives me inspiration to write a piece of music.

Freaked! I have 3 Joyces in my msn! 4 Joyces in my hp contacts. Why is this name so common de??? just wondering....Jay isnt common haha, jkjk :D

See, the post is constructive right??

2011-04-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

Fun day today in Sentosa! Wun elaborate more :0

Nice feeling eh......

2011-03-30T14:14:00.000+08:00

LaSalle College of the Arts School Song :) Song and lyrics by: Jie Rong

Verse1 :

At the beginning, we came from many backgrounds,

We were strangers who were different from each other.

But we have one thing in common, to be a winner in this world.

Verse 2:

Every day I will promise to do my very best (my very best).

I will try my best to study every single class test.

I will never do any less.

Because I do believe in my success.

Chorus:

LaSalle a place where I can sing and play and study together.

LaSalle is good, LaSalle is great, LaSalle is where I belong.

Come let us strive towards perfection, together we walk hand in hand.

Everyday we are stress-free that is because La Salle is the best.

2011-03-29T17:16:00.002+08:00

Feeling quite tired when I woke up! Slept at 3am cos i was analyzing Bach's pieces. I kinda like his music. I think its interesting in alot of ways. His counterpoint techniques and his voice leading style totally mesmerized me!

In camp now, very fun!!! Oh, and I get to know alot of new friends! And some old friends, of which i only see once a year only :D Thanks God for giving me this chance :)

I wanna thank Him also for giving me a grade 7 practical student and a grade 6 theory de. Praise Him really :) Okay, and my diploma exam in June! So wish me well. I only have about 2 months to practice, but I am sure God will give me the confidence de.

Temptation roams.......

2011-03-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

Cool! Long time no post le :)

Totally love the FOcamp! Going to overnight stay tmr :) Okay, stupid Wayne go take long cut with me! Take bus 5 then change to 29 super long can!!! But nvm, reached there safely, thanks God!!!

I wanan thank God for letting me play the piano and compose music! I owed him alot really, so I want to be hardworking and serve Him well :D

Back

2011-03-01T22:55:00.001+08:00

I am back! Really long time never blog le! Somehow miss blogging :)

Sigh, today just dun have the mood to do anything :( Hope today passes quickly...

2011-01-29T12:40:00.002+08:00

I really hope I can be present at Pastor Low's farewell party! Can only reach around 9:15pm! sigh! i've got a piano piece to present to her! Tell me how! :(

2011-01-22T00:59:00.001+08:00

steady la! birthday today! haha! cant sleep le, but got to work later...so will celebrate at night...already go ppl wishing me le :) haha

remember last year i went out with someone on my birthday! haha :)

2011-01-09T01:12:00.002+08:00

Taught piano just now! All my students like me alot :) Haha, me thick skink i guess...

Almost finished learning some large-scale works of Chopin, at least 85% le! Chopin Ballade no. 1, no. 2, Scherzo no. 1 these 3 especially! I really love Chopin! His piano music is the best i guess! Super romantic :D

Teaching Tuition later in church, wish me all the best :)

Signing off:

Jie Rong (Jay)

2011-01-05T01:31:00.003+08:00

Hi fans! Went out almost the whole day yeah! Met Qiu Ling, Ning and Rachel at Bugis Station, cos they want to go my sch and take some photos of me playing the piano and some interviewing of me, although some questions are crap haha! Anyway, enjoy myself today really :)

After that went to Bugis Junction and then went one whole big round, before turning back to Bugis AGAIN! That was after Qiu Ling went off, then throughout some stops, we played the Truths game, and I think i kena the most sia! :( but never mind bah, good experience!

Anyway my dad injured his hand, so please pray for him :( Thanks alot guys, appreciated. And i am already like very eager to start the tuition ministry in church this sunday le, haha :) I love kids alot!

Signing off:

Jie Rong (Jay)

2011-01-02T01:04:00.004+08:00

Happy belated new year :) Looking forward 2011 :) Wish me well, flu AGAIN :(

Wrote a song call 夜晚的爱. Still thinking who can i write to. Mushy words again, tts me really. So get used to it :)

2010-12-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

Okay back from kids camp! OMG, i missed the kids! Haha, and jus now stupid wayne told my ''1st crush in sec sch years'' to her! Sigh la dumb! Luckily she older than me by dun know how many years haha :)

I miss the camp really! The kids are really super cute! And this year talent Night is much much better than last year! And today was quite a success :)

All glory to God :)

2010-12-20T03:47:00.001+08:00

Okay, i cant sleep now. Now in camp, a change of environment will hinder my sleep. Okay, i miss someone.... :(

2010-12-14T20:17:00.005+08:00

Jay Chou music is nice man. Either it can make you cry or make you happy for the whole day, its full of magic. Cute right? :)

2010-12-12T22:42:00.003+08:00

Yu Xuan broke my unbeaten streak in chinese chess. 22 matches! After playing with him 3 rounds, he won me the last match. Have to admit my carelessness cos I abandon my defence, thinking that his soldier will not come and have trouble with me. Well, complacent really, haha :)

Church was okay, practice songs today with ppl and choir. Okay, I am super busy during christmas period, cos ppl come find me for helping them accompanying piano. Sigh, i really cannot take it so much man.

1) Church choir piano

2) Afternoon Service piano

3) Christmas Day piano

4) Christmas ''party'' piano

Adding them together will make abt more than 10 services. But its God's work so i actually do love it :)

I want to say but i cant :( I pray le....

2010-12-10T23:44:00.002+08:00

I need to say le! Phrase it man, have the freaking courage! :(

I think today is one of the best prayer meeting. I love it alot :) Was the pianist today and its great to have Sem to be the drummer.

Work tmr, pray for me :) I love my job :)

2010-12-08T22:22:00.001+08:00

Omg! I didnt know you are asleep. Sorry...

Church jus now! Missed the bus, so walk there. Practice till 10pm then Shao Sung and i boarded a cab. ALighted halfway and walked home. Sian, why I no mood now uh!!! :(

Song

2010-12-08T02:19:00.000+08:00

Nothing to blog! Hmmm, what should i do later ?? Other than going to church at night, morning and afternoon are super free. Then she cant make it too, hmmm.......

Miss her well!.... :) And I finished the song le la, hope you will like it :)

2010-12-07T00:41:00.003+08:00

I think i miss someone! someone.....idk why, but i jus got this feeling. Its you that i miss! Oh man, how could i....

okay, i cant sleep, so the best thing is to blog :) Nothing to blog too, sigh :(

Beginning to fall in love with you......

Campppppp

2010-12-06T03:26:00.002+08:00

Woke up around 2:30am after a short nap. Well, kind of a bit energetic now after a sleep. Thats just not me today cos, normally i will sleep at 2:30 ++ and this time its the opposite round. Okay, nvm, since I am here, I might as well update you fans of what I do in the Camp.

1st Day:

Raining like one crap, and I really do not look forward to this camp seriously!! Pack my things then bused to church at 4:30pm with youngest sis and mum. Only Wen Xuan and Wan Xian were at church, so we gotta wait for others then we board the bus to TTC. Reach at about 5 plus and JCC got the most people la, 30+. Haha, like gang like this really! Okay, then other churchies came :) Then briefing and stuffs, and got into my own personal room. I kinda dun really like my own room cos its isolated at Block E 1-1. E = emo la!!! At a far end of the corridor. At night, we played games and were grouped into my group. Okay, I know at least 7 people in my group de lo! Haha Lim Ying, I won you! Okay, just being random here. In case you guys dun believe me, here it is i can remember. Gloria, Yu Xuan, Mei Xiang, Lim Ying, Daniel, Kang Le, Jia An, Shi Song, En Yi and Stephanie. Thats all i can remember, (think more than 7 le) sorry for those who I missed out. Then after games was like some group discussions. Me like (: Then free time, (as if i will sleep like that), slept at 3:30am after a game of chinese chess viwawa. Win anyway :) Hard and tough game really, drain out all my energy.

2nd Day:

Woke up 3 and a half hour later, with some exercises. Then discussion, breakfast and sermon :) Then after that was like some art thingy, make a figurine with clay for Jun Wu. Then went off to some piano teaching. Okay, only after 8:15 pm then I can leave, so after that went off to buy cup noodles. Haha, spent about $35 plus sia, but never mind, worth it de, for my friends also. Okay, i missed at least 1 third of the camp events sia! After that, again group discussion then free time, Play Pes with many friends and win!!!! But got quite pro de la, but i think my emphasis on defence has worked in football. Counter attacking and pressuring are good tactics to be used in football. And I never concede in any matches :) Okay, i slept at 5:30am :(

3rd day (last day, sad day)

Woke up at 7:30am, was late for exercise, but thankfully, i never missed much :) Nice star jumps and running! After that, discussions and service. And then games and then the closing ceremony, really damn sad la, :( sob, sob :( Lunch and pack things and ready to go home.

Okay, I missed camp really, cos 24 hrs ago, I was like playing Pes with friends there. Miss them, well, at least I know most people in my group so thats a good thing to cheer about. Now the thing I am worried about is I can't sleep now. Sigh, nvm, used to it le.

Bon voyage Priscilla Oh! Dumb, better buy me things there, haha :)

2010-12-05T15:09:00.002+08:00

Break Camp!

Omg, I love this camp :) Perhaps one of the best camps in history so far! Sermon was fantastic, by Pastor Luke, a really good speaker indeed! 3 days 2 nights really too short le leh, must be more eh next time (:

Sigh, unpacking my things now sia! And make some new friends too....yeahhh

2010-11-29T00:58:00.001+08:00

Sometimes its just part of my life! Dun wanna elaborate, its just my wishful thinking... :(

2010-11-25T14:19:00.002+08:00

我全心颂赞

Yup, I am officially exam free for this semester! So I can slack, well not really, I will practice the piano everyday for at least 3 hours! Just got Chopin's piano concerto no. 1, Op. 11, so gonna practice. Anyway, I passed my history, 61 :)

2010-11-17T00:10:00.003+08:00

My confirmed Diploma ATCL pieces:

1) Bach's Italian Concerto BWV 971

2) Debussy's La Plus Que Lente L. 121

3) Chopin's Ballade no. 1 in G minor, Op 23

4) Copland's Scherzo Humoristique (The Cat and the Mouse)

Yup, and my solo concert will be in March at Cristofori Nanyang Auditorium. Will perhaps feature Yan Jing, Ju Young or some other people. Do come support k? :)

Just love this pic alot :) It shows me that I am improving in my piano skills from reading scores to improvisation now. Thank God (:

2010-11-10T22:31:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh! I am having a fever now! :(

2010-11-10T01:24:00.001+08:00

Its been a long time since I blogged le :)

2010-09-25T08:48:00.002+08:00

Off to Redhill now to play soccer. Yesterday sucked it really! If I dun care abt it, I really would not have brought it! And stop being authoritative! ''I dun care, you must listen to me", I will not forget this sentence that you said to me with a awry and absurd tone and look :@

2010-09-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

Yup, I finished my journals le :) Haha, class get a life really, dun keep slacking, time to do some work. Oh and I love my class, though some very qian bian and fun to play with de, haha :)

Stop emoing please :)

2010-08-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

I hated tmr's timetable really, it sucks...And suddenly I miss someone now...Never mind, i try not to think abt it.

2010-08-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

I was wondering why you asked me that question, it really makes me think alot....some bad past and memories :(

2010-08-23T23:44:00.001+08:00

I hate and truly dislike Tobi's class. :(

2010-08-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

I dreaded Yoga alot, and i hate tmr :( Monday blues

2010-08-18T01:11:00.003+08:00

Pianissimo, largamente, largo, forte, agitato (oh, and my fav is agitato followed by leggiero)

School today was slacky I guess? I love my classmates alot! And hmmm, it was quite fun really in class, I guess Adrian POOn's class will be fun yeah, oh and that jap class! Sigh, I hate language lessons, but he forced us, and which means this week another 2 freaking journals.

I love this pic the most, and I love magic too. Of course God is my priority, then Chopin (you just inspire me everyday to live on).

2010-08-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

Long day in school, really sometimes i think this feeling sucks. Anyway, today wasnt in good mood, though I am appearing to be smiling, but actually inside me is the opposite. How well, lets see abt tmr, please pray for me :) Dun think i can make it for audition, cos its on a saturday :(

2010-08-14T00:35:00.001+08:00

I am dead damn damn tired, but i dun want sleep! But my eyebags are heavy and I am gradually...gradually closing my eyes.........zzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzz

2010-08-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

Yuppppp!!!!

I know my piano recital date le. Its on 2nd October 2010, Saturday, 7:30pm at Nanyang Girls' High School. Tickets are priced at $15 each, and I will be selling it at the end of August. Interested in me and my friends performing, please notify me :) Anyway I am performing the last one, so I will promise you guys to have a good show :)

2010-08-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

School starting tmr :))) Happy...or not happy??? sigh! :(

2010-08-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Priscilla Ohhhhh!!! God bless yea, i will pass you your presents on sunday :)

Today was a tired day, 6 hrs break in between and stayed in the piano room practiced Chopin. Tired like crap, dun feel like blogging now...sigh

2010-08-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

Sucky timetable
Bad mood
Mood swing

all making me feel dull the whole of monday :(

2010-07-31T01:00:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the morning and it was raining, so it was pretty cold. Rushed and packed my things and off to school...to take photos...so pretty pretty damn damn damn super duper lame please! Standing on the steps holding our names really sound like though we are prisoners. After that went to Plaza Singapura and Esplanade to slack a little then met Xin Yee and co., then trained to Stadium Station for FOP. Super crowded, all filled de. But tmr de i cant go, so sigh like crap! Trained home anyway...

Yoga is crap really, hope Harris Jahim nvr see this post, and if you do, haha! Dun minus marks pleaseeee :'(

2010-07-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

Orientation was okay, get to know some friends there. Then went to Ngee Ann Poly there to have a interview. Well Qiu Ling you did quite okay wad, haha :)

Sigh, flu bug

2010-07-28T03:56:00.004+08:00

Does these scare you?

2010-07-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

Omg, i am in love with bowlingggg. Played 5 games with Sewei and Jordan. The scores for me was: 105, 79, 122, 190 and 69. Haha, cool right? The 190 is my highest record, got 4 strikes in a row and then almost all 9 and above or 9 spare. Shiok like crap. Damn nice! But i somehow regretted it cos i wasted $10 on it almost everyday?

Happy birthday to sis and Pei Hong lao shi, same birthdate somemore sia :) Easy to remb... (:

Oh and there are really weird weird weirdos around me...cool haha!

2010-07-26T16:09:00.000+08:00

Bowling later with Jordan...again. Sigh, I am addicted to alot of things: Bowling, daidi..Then went home late yesterday cos of bowling with church friends.

One thing i need to learn: Minimize my worries more, cos i tend to worry alot at times, be it my stuffs or her stuffs, how well, needa learn it to proof i am strong haha :)

Nothing to post about lately, orientation on thurs, sigh, another long day wasting time there..

2010-07-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Yeah, my fault! :(

2010-07-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

Tired! Its up to you if you want believe la haha jaja! Solved le anyway.! Tired like crap now sia! Sleeping soon now, and the new Sop album songs keep drilling in my head sia :)

2010-07-20T01:29:00.001+08:00

Checking out who the imposter is is actually quite simple for me, cos i know of a way, which i cannot really say, not even to ppl close to me, cos you will never know wad happen. But one thing is that, through ip adress, i wun be able to know the name, but i will know where he/she will live, which internet provider is he/she using and from there, i can relatively know who the asshole is le. How well, that was random... ~~

Piano lesson with uncle today, he said good, haha, glad though cos i practiced everyday, and later at 11am is the pre-orientation day liao sia haha :) Duno whether to look forward leh, i got work commitment during school days so need to tell the teacher. Sian right!!! :((( Please agree with me can? I hate telling teachers such stuffs..

Played daidi with Priscilla jus now, she got improve le, haha, she knows how to analyse ppl's next move. Good! Me the teacher, haha, taught her de, so reward me haha jkjk... Hmmm, was pissed just now sia, but nvr mind, cool down le, haha...tmr night got to teach Wei Ting piano at school, cos her exams following days :( And haha, blessed her can, and i am stress abt exams too, though i am not taking.

Nights anyway, cant sleep confirm de....

2010-07-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Another random day, random time, random moment! Just camr back from SOP concert, quite touching, and i learnt more piano improvisation tips. Their latest album is very nice, especially the song 爱可以再更多一点点. Super touching. Thanks Guo Qiang for buying the album to share. :)

2010-07-17T00:51:00.001+08:00

Hate this feeling really.....ARGHH

2010-07-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

Teaching early later at 4pm...coool!!! I love my studio, thats where i can really freaking enjoy it man! And yea, today is Thurs, how well, i dun really like thurs, idk why, i would prefer friday haha...And take care of your body too :)

2010-07-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

Seriously, why cant ppl freaking reply smses de! Is it so freaking hard to reply!??? And come ppl, 5 cents each or perhaps lesser, will it make you starve for a day?

2010-07-12T05:08:00.001+08:00

Yup, i am crying now! Crying like no one's business, why, i am not emo! Holland just lost after persisting like hell sia! 1-0, just a few more mins to penalty shoot-out! Need someone to counsel me really....

2010-07-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

爱心零食

Hmmm, World CUp final later! Holland (Y) vs Spain! COme on Holland, revenge for 1970 and 1974! Get the cup man, you can do it de. OMG, i love Van Persie, Robben, Sneijder, Van Bronckhorst, Kuyt and Van Bommel! Haha, and i am super nervous.

CHurch was generally okay eh, haha! And i dirtied someone's bag indirectly, well, she woudnt blame me de haha! Okay, jus won a game of mahjong, 8 tai de, hahaha :) SHiok!!!!

Central tmr and going to buy a music score too@Plaza Singapura :)

2010-07-08T01:23:00.002+08:00

Arghhhh, damn worried for your health, how well, mind mine 1st, me also 好不到哪里去. Alright i received the timetable le, its damn crap, hate it. Hope they can explain clearly on the orientation day.

Well, take care can, to me and to you know who you are!?

Congrats to Holland 3-2 win to the finals, later germany vs spain, hope germany can win, haha :)

2010-07-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Youth Day, yeah right, as if most of you are happy!

Random day, random things and i do them every random day. Went out to play soccer and scored one long range goal, hit post go in. Nice! Then went to buy lunch then went out with Vivian, Sewei and Claudia. For more info go V's blog see. Dun ask me! I lazy and tired to ask! Hmmm, went home then slacked then went for ''piano''lesson, got pissed man, cos when i reached there, my uncle wasnt there, so no piano lesson :( My fault also for being late haha...

And please, let me say one last time: 发 is hair, 毛 is fur, so 头发 is head hair. And not 脚毛, 手毛, 腋下毛 and so on, cos 脚毛 simply means leg fur, 手毛 means hand fur and 腋下毛 is armpit fur, so unless you are telling me that you guys have furs on your bodies! If 毛 can use in 手脚and 腋下etc, it means 头also can right, 头毛. So the correct chinese terms to use is 头发, 手发, 脚发, 腋下发, 眼睫发 and 鼻发. So please think before you guys say :)

2010-07-05T02:32:00.003+08:00

Church was okay......tuition was okay, and after that soccer with those english congregation de. Score 1 decisive and last min goal haha! And i missed a freaking penalty! dumb it man! Okay, i cant sleepp, and tmr theres soccer :(

2010-07-03T16:56:00.001+08:00

Sian diao, need help now, who can offer me help.............and nvr reply -.- 害我很紧张 :( Die liao, die liao...........................

2010-07-03T01:05:00.002+08:00

Nice one Holland, dumped Brazil out. 2-1 is good enough le, especially when it comes to chasing back a goal. Nice persistence, we really should learn this pointer from them. How well, i am tired but i am forcing myself to watch the match later Ghana vs Uruguay. Sian, 2:30am......working at 2pm later ..... screw me -.-

2010-07-02T15:58:00.002+08:00

Caught this on Claudia's blog, thought it sounds interesting and true.

Its raining now man, primates and insects. Piano was emo? Okay, later going prayer meeting :) Byess

2010-07-01T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hey I am learning korean now, its abit hard, and so far i only know these terms.

한 개 [han gae] One
두 개 [du gae] Two
세 개 [se gae] Three
네 개 [ne gae] Four
다섯 개 [daseot kkae] Five
여섯 개 [yeoseot kkae] Six
일곱 개 [ilgop kkae] Seven
여덟 개 [yeodeol kkae] Eight
아홉 개 [ahop kkae] Nine
열 개 [yeol kkae] Ten

2010-07-01T00:08:00.010+08:00

Just felt guilty about just now, but never mind, next time dun do it again can le :)

Today just not a fine day, keep coughing, and my sis and my dad kena the flu from me le, haiz, pray for us yea, thanks :) No World Cup today, so will sleep quite early today. And recently, keeps playing Chopin, then sometimes will play Mozart's Sonatas, quite nice, i suddenly like Mozzie's Sonatas, almost all of them are cheerful and happy-go-lucky de. Whilst Chopin was very grand and romantic, and very mature. His ballades are an examples of his matureness. Tomorrow working yea, about 4:30pm need leave house.

Suddenly thought of the past, so jus random find some nice photos to post :)

This is me being sad (act cool de sad)

On the clavi, i was playing 我的救赎者活着.

Yup, should be the same song bah...

Act cool de, i love magic tricks :)

I scored a goal...gay post haha i admitted it

Juggling ball, not bad huh :)

My teddy bear, from Cass de i remember :)

At the Esplanade library practice room, playing Chopin's Waltz in E minor (Posthumous)

Canon in D duet with Wayne (:

Same :)

Sometimes when i think of my past, haha, sometimes i may just laugh about it. Okay, going to compose song le, nights :) And pray for me to have good sleep and healthy lifestyle, thanks!

2010-06-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

Holland just won 2-1. Nice goals from Robben and Sneijder. :) Go Holland...

2010-06-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

Sian, my mum always come in disturb and nag...-.-

2010-06-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, just came back from church retreat at Tanjong Putri Golf Resort in Malaysia.

Day 1 (Sunday):
Reached church in the morning then had service, am the pianist. Then buffet there cos its father's day. After that packed up and get on the bus and head for the resort. Reached there about 2 plus if i am not wrong. Then some briefing, then checked into our villa, 252. Me and Jordan same room. And same villa are Zhong Ying, Zi Fang, Victoria, Zhen Zi, Mei Xiang and her mum. went to play soccer during our break time. Played not bad, then played penalty shoot-outs. Se Wei and I topped the goal chart. Never miss one at all. Made some saves also :) After that we had dinner, nice :) Then got P&W, am the pianist then we have lesson. Well, I was like damn emo sia. If you all want know why, just come ask me, i dun mind sharing with you. Then went to slack. Played with Jordan and Wei Xin PES 2010. Somehow, we were like so hungry lah in the middle of the night, so me, Priscilla, Vivian and Jordan went to find food and also want go watch world cup, then the dumb lounge not opened -.- So sian diao, and guards everywhere sia. Anyway we went back after that bah, wun described more about this. Slept around 4 plus...

Day 2 (Monday):
Woke up at 7:45am. Breakfast was nice too. Went for P&W, was the pianist. Hmmm, lesson then lunch then games. Games was fine, haha, tug of war, shoes challenge. Then went soccer again, but this time Wayne's dad got play, haha :) not bad also. Went bathing then bowling. Dinner again and P&W, Zi Fang and me played 2 pieces each, so we were the pianists too. Then lesson then went to Villa 258 to have our sharing session. Abit bored la haha, but overall, i can understand de. Then break and slack and played games with Yi Cheng and co. Slept around 1 plus.

Day 3 (Tuesday):
Woke up at 7:45am again. Breakfast and P&W. Was the pianist also. Then lesson and lunch. Games was fun. Handball was fun, am the goalkeeper then made some great saves. Conceded one goal. After that went bowling with Sewei and Wayne. Dinner at chinese restaurant. P&W was the pianist again. Lesson till 10 plus. This time we stayed up damn late. Me, Gloria, Jia Min, Vivian and Priscilla were came to my villa watch movie till 4 plus bah. We watched 老师嫁老大. Nice movie, but vivian was like zzzzzzz already, she snored omgoo. I thought of taking photo of her but in the end i lazy so i dun want. Haha, vivian ma, you escaped once, Then went to sleep at 5 plus after they left.

Day 4 (Wednesday):
Woke up at 7:45am again, Breakfast and P&W. Was the pianist also. Then got sharing session and we packed our luggage and lunched. Then bowled for a while then we left the resort and went to Jusco shopping mall. Shopped for a while then went back Singapore. Reached at 5:30pm. Okay, thats the end, haha, thats the end of our retreat. Will try post pics bah. :)

I wanna thanked the following people:
Guo Qiang: Shoe bag
Admond: Thanks for your sharing with me.
Wayne and Sewei: nice buddies
Mei Xiang and Zhen Zi: Taking care of me
Jordan: Played with me
Priscilla: letting me teach her how to play big2. hahaha :)
Vivian: changing money with me

Look at how many times i am the pianist? Can those who know how to play instruments please dedicate yourself to God. Cos I think we need more people who can play de to stand out. Piano: Wayne, Zi Fang, Zhong Ying, Priscilla, Matthias...come on jia you :) I dun mind dedicate my time to teach you guys de really :D

Okay, super tired, will update more later bah :) Bye bye... :D
隐形的翅膀 is nice, i got the mp3, so if you all want i can send you de :)

2010-06-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

Busy packing now la!!! Sian diao!!!! Dun feel like packing also, lol! Okay, i owe many ppl sweets anyway. Priscilla, vivian and others....well, i am dumb to promise them, stickies somemore :(

2010-06-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

Today soccer not bad! Save quite alot of shots, i liked a save where I somehow dived and saved a low shot and tip it over. Full stretch!

Well, Mighty Spain just lost to Switzerland. My gosh, really really super super surprising. Spain kept on attcking, while the swiss relied on counter attack, and somehow they won 1-0. Cool! The keeper is good too :)

Well, nothing to post about, just miss your sms...

Bye everyone :)

2010-06-15T04:27:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey! So you guys know whose phone is this? Hmmm, have a hard time prying open this Sony Ericsson W910i. And its cos of the screws which are either rusty or out of shape. Well, though i did not really repair it, but i know wheres the problem le. Sorry, me useless de, cant repair such a small thing.

Holland won, thats great :)

Well, I shall wait, but only if you can wait too...2 years.......

2010-06-14T13:43:00.000+08:00

I am useless and stupid. Just tell me that when you tag me.

2010-06-12T11:03:00.002+08:00

Friday:

Woke up at 9:30pm then went shopping with Wayne. Bought a pair of goalkeeper gloves and a pair of levi shoes. Went to play soccer then. Scored 4 goals, i think i scored 2 nice goals. ANd both are assisted by Enoch, thank him. Was tired then, and went went, went Lakeside meet her and went church. Was having a bad time cos i was having a cramp on my stomach (okay, sounds so wrong). Then cabbed home and watch world-cup :)

Hmmm, read the email :)

2010-06-10T19:58:00.003+08:00

OMG! Jay Chou's new album is so nice.

My top 3 favourites:

1) 我落泪 . 情绪零碎

2) 说了再见

3) 爱的飞行日记

They are damn touching, makes me an emotional person cry de. And he really inspires me alot to write more songs. Well, in La Salle I can write more songs and record, really looking forward to it :) God bless my path ahead.

I promise to smile always, I am going to aim for my goal :) Its you, its really just you...

2010-06-10T15:20:00.001+08:00

2010-06-10T12:09:00.000+08:00

Its damn scary can? I nearly got freaked out by the way you reply msges.

2010-06-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

I kept my promise, I smiled :)

2010-06-09T18:48:00.003+08:00

Just because I have bad records does not mean that I am bad. Well, I am so trying hard to change, till I am getting weary at times. For your sake, i dun mind sacrificing. Well, I know I am not good enough, but I sincerely hope i deserve a chance. Even ex-prisoners also have the yellow ribbon projects for them. So why cant I have?

I am useless, haizzzzz.....Cant even persuade you...I can only make you pissed and angry with you only...

2010-06-09T17:27:00.002+08:00

Dun expect me to put on a smile later in church, i jus cant, i tried liao.

2010-06-09T01:02:00.001+08:00

Yupppp! Bought Jay's latest album le :) 跨时代. The songs not bad, my favourite is 说了再见.

Okay, as usual, my mum nagging liao....haizzzzzzzz, everyday sia :(

2010-06-07T12:13:00.002+08:00

JE libray blogging now. It was raining heavily when i woke up. Went off to have lessons with my students. Lesson from 10am - 8:30pm. 3 students. Now taking a break, which means I have 7 hours of free time now. Haizz

Anyway yesterday wasn't a nice day for me either. Injured my back, oh well, idk want comment much. Slept at 3:30am. Tired now too.

Sometimes i felt so useless. Haiz, nvm, only one person knows what I am talking about. Miss you alot too...

2010-06-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

不要放弃, 满有能力 :)

2010-06-03T03:03:00.004+08:00

Haiz why can't people just keep secrets? Sigh, people gossiping around like nobody's business.

Woke up at 10, abit late yea...Then practiced piano, went out then went church practice songs for today. Cant sleep now sia. Tmr working eh, from 5pm to 8:45pm. Everyweek the cycle repeats again, sigh haiz :(

Jierong

Dion, cheer up yea, best friend forever! Next week play soccer and treat you drink or something :)

2010-06-01T16:08:00.003+08:00

Okay, this was lucky...

大三元 + 混一色 + 对对胡 + 自摸

6 + 3 + 3 + 1 = 13 tai :) Thrashing

Hmmm, practice piano jus now, piano lesson later, yesterday was cancelled. Missing someone now dearly :(

2010-06-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

Priscilla,

Okay, I just cannot forget you, really. At times i wanted to give up, but i could not. You are now deeply attached to my heart le. This isn't any sweet talk, its from my heart de. But what can i do? Hmmm, pray for me to calm down lo, and it does work, if only you got faith :) You are too good for me le, I am not worthy of you :) Time will tell, i believe. God please lead me.

Jierong (the ever imperfect guy in the world)

2010-05-31T11:21:00.001+08:00

I believe theres love right? I mean there is really right?

2010-05-30T22:00:00.001+08:00

Guess i am really so f***ed up now. Haiz, nvm...

She rejected me a total of 37 times le.

2010-05-28T18:53:00.003+08:00

Okay, I am really not in a good mood now, any time can blow up de. Damn pissed, the rain spoiled my day, and somemore things. K, nvm, its so irritating now.

2010-05-25T02:32:00.008+08:00

I am currently watching 小孩不笨 drama on youtube. Quite interesting yea! But sometime whenever i saw some parts where the mum beats the child and also forcing him, i was liked super pissed and sad abt it, mainly is pissed. Cos my mum did that to me before, and now still doing it!

I am problematic...

My mum and most of your mums are completely different! Okay, straight to the point. She likes to forced me, boss around like one piece of shit, and last time 我是从小被她打到大的. She has that arrogant look and that if you talk to her just for a mere an hour you will get sick and fucked up! Everytime what she said, everyone of us has to listen to her. Wlao eh! I dun know why i get so pissed now but whenever i saw parents beating up or perhaps scolding loudly in public, i will have to urge to bash them up, esp mums. Yeah i know you guys may seem to be saying that i am not filial but please try to comprehend my situation. My mum loves to complain, haiz, nothing can satisfy her. Everytime i want to talk to her about some things, she will somehow change the topic to studies, studies, studies. And you know what, since young, my mum wants me to go JC. Let me tell you a fact:

Got my Os results 2 plus years ago and it was a result that can go jc de. But i dun want! Haiz, well she just said why not i try JC instead of poly or other institution. She should know well that i am not that kind of studying types de. I remember that time i quarreled with her just over this due to this incident and another ''malign me without questioning with understanding ''. WTF man! And i thought my grandma will help me, but no! She sided with her saying your mum wants you to go jc for my own good, but i know freaking well that i will suffer in there. And she scolded me for not listening to her. Fuck them really!!!

And i also remember a time when my mum threw away my chinese chess set that costs me $7. That was my chess set, and she dun have the right to do that de!!! She threw it again cos my studies wasnt good. And i tried to attempt suicide 3 times but i jus dun dare, cos...i scared to die, i scared to go hell sia....haizzzzzzzz

Since young my mum loves to target me cos i am the oldest. I pity most of your parents really. And its been a long time since she praised me le! Haiz, i cant do anything cos thats wad God give me de. And during my Os, she even forced to sell the piano cos i did not study well! I mean wtf, really wtf!!! And she really dun care of my pride, all she care is her pride. When she does things wrong, she will push the blame on us, typically me!!! And of course malign me! ANd yea, she calls me stupid before, well you see which person would like to be labeled as stupid? Then thats her fault, who asked her to give birth to me. You think this was nice, how i wish i am 21 now!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JswFYKgyE_M&feature=related Watch this, my mum did this to be before. Watch from 2:01. Hurts man!!! Anyway just watch it, its 99% similiar to by my life.

Sometimes i played the piano, she would say its noisy. C'mon, which piece will sound nice when its in practice and pieces i chose were very emotional and alot of agitated moments. Is that call praise? To me thats an insult, practiced for so long only to let her insult.

And i dun like home! Home to me is like hellish, only my dad is nice, talk to me nicely, my mum is like...i am just be patience nowadays and dun want blow things up de. But sometimes when it is at the utmost limit, you just cant control de. Haizzz....

And i dun tell her alot of things. Many of my things my mum knows, my friends know too. Many of my things my friends know, my mum doesnt know. Cos i know one thing will sure to happen. Quarrel. I had a gf i dun even want to tell her, i had a fight with ppl i dun even want to tell her too, even if i hav any prob i will not tell her. And one more thing, she does not even have time for me to crap all this. I tried telling her some of my probs my she said she was busy, now cannot tell meh?? Then i was like wtf, the way you say now its like i no mood tell le. WTF man really...

Okay i have no mood now, i just suddenly thought of how my mum treated me. And i still remember an occasion when i was 4 years old when i nvr did something wrong and she beat me up like one fucking hell with a fucking cane. I just cant forget it! Next time i will share with you guys. ANd sorry for being vulgar now!!!

Dear Priscilla,

I understand how you feel when you were pissed le. I can really felt that horrible and that boiling feeling especially when things arent going your way, and i promise to be more sensitive to you bah.

Jierong

2010-05-24T15:52:00.002+08:00

Sunday:

Went to church as early as 8am bah, then reach there did some photocopying, then cell starts, art today. After that went service, was to pianist then. Lunched and went to GDOP at Max Pavillion and Expo. Think got 3000+ youths attend bah, and the place was like cold bah, but not as cold as last time. Haha! After the event we went to Changi Airport ate dinner (Mac), shopped and camwhoring and videoing. Me, Jordan, Guo Qiang, Priscilla, Gloria and Vivian were like crazy ppl there running here and there, walking aimlessly there, keep repeating the places that we have went! Okay, crazy ppl did crazy things and we were lucky we did not get caught there! Anyway was damn full can! After that we trained home, and yea, accidentally did something wrong and made someone angry, haiz, sadded. End off with a night like this, so discouraging! Then went online, did some research on music then helped Vivian with some things. Sleep!

Monday (Today),

Woke up at 8am, same thing, jogged and practice piano. Nice, got improved, but later sure deproved again, haizzzz! K never mind, at night piano lesson, tmr hiking with Jordan and school starts at 2 Aug 2010, damn busy. K, gtg, online later bah...

2010-05-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

Haiz, arghhhhhhh! I want cry le la!!!!! Improvement to deprovement sia :( sadded sia! Really tears want drop.

Priscilla,

Sorry for disturbing you today! Cos perhaps the reason is cos i seldom talk to you le ma (improvement) then now see you then so called disturb you (deprovement). Really damn bad! Hope you read this, i really mean it.... Sorry alot.......

Jierong (Dumb guy)

2010-05-23T00:52:00.004+08:00

Dedicated to Priscilla,

Anyway i cant sleep le :) Cos i have improved, BUT, i wun be complacent, in fact, i will work harder de. I promise! No matter how tough, i will endure, i have endured waves after waves of temptation, so please mus give me more chances. Anyway, i wun disappoint you de :)Yay! And really great to see you fine today :) Haha...... MISSSS YOUU :D

Jierong

Okay, back to business, i am damn full now, reach custom liao!

Anyway idk why my mum likes to exaggerate things de sia. Wlao, say i woke up until so late. I where got, i woke up damn early de lo! she not in house of course dun know la! Dun anyhow say la -.- Malign me sia, wlao think of my feeling ma, go tell ppl also -.-

Anyway i try sleep early , kays bye.

2010-05-20T16:18:00.004+08:00

Dedicated to Priscilla,

Hey, I hope you dun feel sad. Its alright to be sad cos of exam matters, but i hope it wun affect you. I understand the feeling cos I have experienced it umpteen times le. But do get up asap yea, dun give up. 不要放弃, 满有能力.

And seeing you like this makes me feel bad and worry too. Take a bath or a nap and this will cool you down. Cry in the toilet if you want, it makes you feel better, i did that alot of times before, and it works. Once you cry finish already, you will feel tired automatically, then you will sleep soundly :)

So dun ever giveee up :) And i have never given up on you either...

2010-05-19T23:38:00.001+08:00

I went to buy candy this morning
10 am
Fucked me up on the inside
Burned my throat
Was it really candy that I bought?

Next thing I know
Time is my friend
Or is it just pretend?
I wonder how many of my scars
Candy would be able to mend

Aisle three
Get more of that candy
The light is dim here
But it's all clear
The candy I want to get
Makes me easily forget

So I buy candy
More and more candy

Strawberry
Blueberry
And lots of other flavors too
Whatever it takes
To get me out of this blues

My shadow looks at me with discontent
Shakes its head,
Points its finger back at me
Like I should be feeling guilty
But I couldn't care less
Candy fills my emptiness
Like a baby, I'll even stain my dress

I buy candy
More and more candy

Now I'm in my own illusion
The effect scurries fast
But I like it, like the confusion
So bad, I want it to last

Don't judge me this way
I'll give you some candy
Just chill, relax and lay
Tomorrow's a new box of candy
A new day…

I reach for my imaginary doorknob
Flip it open
No candy there
So I weep and sob

Without my sweetener
The tea isn't tea
The coffee isn't coffee
Again you've taken away
The only thing that's left for me
Give me back my candy

Far away I'm sailing
Into a dream, where you're always failing
It could just be me
No it's not
It's what I see
When candy is inside my blood
Smiles fill my face like a flood

It burns; it's one of candy's flaws
But to feel that flame
I'd beg and crawl
You've taken the pleasure away
Left the candy wrapper for display

Give me back my candy
More and more Candy.

Lynn El Amine

2010-05-19T17:23:00.002+08:00

Okay dumb Gloria! You spoil the whole thing!!! bleh~

Woke up with a bad tummy ache, wah sian diao, spoil my day, ate some medicine then its okay! Going Central anyway (Well, can say le, since Gloria Chung let the mice out of the bags already), took MRT to Clarke Quay, and its raining a little la, but damn cool! Went to the basement and buy some stickies and a big lollipop! And its just for someone de! Okay 不要说做 brother 没有给你好处, GLoria CHung i got buy some for you. Anyway its a bit ex, but worth it :)

Then walked to Fort Canning then to Plaza Singapura, bought a music score title, Gershwin's 3 Piano Preludes for the piano. Kays, its damn difficult. Then went walk walk around, then went home.

Arghh, Gloria Chunggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bleh~~

2010-05-18T02:31:00.002+08:00

Okay, in the middle of the night, i am hungry now! So just made a cup of noodle! Cant sleep also la, keep thinking about piano..??!!