I am God's beloved child :)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 1:12:00 AM

I have the urge to blog this. I had my devotions and prayers at midnight just now. I kind of broke down! I realized how much or rather how less I have given and done to God. And I realized that I have also disappoint Him also in many ways. So I confessed my sins today and hence I broke down. And while I was praying, my i-tunes was playing 宝贵十架. This song is by 赞美之泉. It was really very touching and it tells us that Jesus died for us on the cross, the precious cross. And our sins are all on Him, He carried them for us all along. So you can imagine everytime we commit a sin, He has to bear it.

And the devotion material was nice, prepared by Pastor Low. It tell us that if we do not have God’s words in our life, we will be unstable, just like a building with no foundation, once a flood occur, it will be destroyed.

Also, I prayed about my future. I have made my promise le. Last time my aim was to last long, well and I think this phrase ‘’last long’’ means nothing also. I made a covenant to both God and her, I will work hard to win her. I believe I can do it, however, with only your help and my work. It’s tough, yes, its really very hard, but I will work really very very hard to please God and her. I am really very serious about relationships and dun like people toying one another, because I have such experiences and it really hurts me a lot. So after this incident, I vowed to be very serious. I dun mind posting my private life on my blog, but I hope you readers and fans can understand my intention that relationship isn’t just a relationship, it is your another bible too which is as important too. Hence I will target myself to just one female from now on and that will be Her! And I will aim for marriage! Not joking, I am serious. I hope you guys can help me pray about this matter. Cos I am serious about it. And I am weak in this area too, I failed a lot of times le. Anyway this song also by SOP, 不要放弃 is very encouraging to me also. It tells me not to give up easily! God will help you when you have any difficulties.

I also want thank the following people who helped me in my relationship problems. Asher, Guo Qiang, Gloria, Jie Ying, Sewei, Wayne and Xin Yee. You guys have been a great help. I really appreciated it. I will not disappoint you all de. Should I miss out anyone of you please tell me, I will edit!

But on the other hand, I cannot also put ALL my time on her also, hence I need to priortize too. Also, I need to be considerate to her also. She also has works to do, but I hope that she dun slack too much. Haha. Anyway, I have been doing devotions nowadays and I am very happy with the achievements, but can’t slack too, need to keep up the good work! I believe that put your heart and soul on God will be the best, then He will put your matter on the priority too. Now playing is 耶稣, 我的耶稣. Also by the same artiste. I am so glad that Jesus is in my life now! I am saved from condemnation.

Okay, I am sleeping soon. Tired after whole day outside at JE with friends. Met some new friends. The cute Xin Yuan and also Mao Ning. :)

Remember : 不要放弃, 满有能力 and 只许成功, 不许失败 and 靠主凡是都能做 :)

Signing off:

Jierong (Child of God)