Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 10:30:00 PM
I think I will blog 1st today, cuz tmr dun think will have time. I think over the past 1 year (or rather year 2009), I have not been myself. Think its time to change for the better. So my new year resolution for 2010 is to get closer to God. Likewise, I am slowly changing, God will appreciate, but really need to control and last de. Cannot say say then play play then do another thing. So Jierong, please buck up lah, dumb!!! And just take it that 2009 is a year to learn and experience, so dun think negatively about those incidents.
Last year 31st Dec (2008) I will never forget de. I lost my phone at multi. Sian diao, that time cant really concentrate well. Then next day went to make police report with Wayne. Haha. Then Sem Chi lent me his phone, thanked him alot. This year to me isn't a good year. Cuz many bad things happen to me. Dun wish to share much cuz it will trigger me to think more again.
I know now there are scandals (3 big scandals) going on, and i know i am partly at fault. But I hope that these scandals really disappear soon cuz it really gives people headache and unpeacefulness around me and my close friends. Please, just stop it. I just dun have to courage to tell you all in church, but I hope that those readers who come here and read can know what to do, and also please tell others to stop spreading. And please do not back stab people behind, please, it hurts really, sometimes...
Well, talking about self-control, i really need to manage that. Must practice piano everyday and more often. So can get into NAFA/La Salle. And also must sleep early, later got no energy to work and do my daily things.
This below section of this post is dedicated to someone (you know who you are):
And I really want to make up my mind le, i wan jio you. Will not change le! Really, so at least I can 立定心志 and not play play. I promise you (you know who you are, hahaha), will try hard hard to change for the better, with the help of The Almighty Father, I know I can do it, not perfect, but at least better. And i wanna take step by step, dun wan rush things le, must know you even better. Please pray for me eh, thanks :)
不要放弃, 满有能力. I believe that this is true, and it is really true. God bless :D
Signing off:
Jierong
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