Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 10:58:00 PM
See the difference??? Haha, jkjk :)
@ 10:49:00 PM
I am feeling so down and sad now, sorry, I can't tell you guys my problems.
Anyway I am in love with Jay Chou's 世界末日. Here is the lyrics, super nice and the contents really talk about my life nowadays. Touching.
想笑
来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头
承认自己会怕黑
我只求
能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给
想哭
来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界
好象只有我疲惫
无所谓
反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞(远走高飞远走高飞)
天灰灰
会不会
让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑
梦违背
难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违(也许事与愿违)
累不累
睡不睡
单影无人相依偎
有谁肯安慰
也许颓废也是
(另一种美)
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 11:06:00 PM
Played viwawa mahjong just now! Played 5 won 2 lose 3, haha, not bad already. Cuz its hard to win in mahjong :) Haha, quite fun!
And i am in love with Jay Chou again...I am now listening to 世界末日, its nice!!! May want to perform this song one fine day... :) Confirm got chance de...
And seriously whats wrong with Tank???
And happy bdae, mum (:
Signing off:
Jierong :D
Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 10:23:00 PM
Just some pics taken just now before my dad came and knocked on my door and said ''杰融, 十点了, 不要弹了.'' Then I was there, erm, okay...
@ 10:13:00 PM
Today theres a good news. My uncle says that the lecturer is asking his management committee to allow me to go for NAFA audition for Music in Performance. Then need to prepare 2 pieces. I think I am going to play these 2 pieces
1) Debussy's Arabesque no. 1 from Deux Arabesques
2) Schumann's no. 6 Intermezzo from Faschingsschwank Aus Wien Opus 26.
This is a chance, perhaps the last final chance. Wanna spent my time playing the pieces these few days. But also waiting for my uncle's call. I must work hard liao, cannot disgrace God liao...and 不要放弃 also.
Then today played soccer again at Toh Guan Street Soccer Court, today played not bad, got quite a lot of fine saves. And also clean sheets. But injured my arm while diving, abrasion, pain like hell!!! Then reached home late, and mum nagged at me lo, expected de...
Okay, muz wish me all the best hor!!! Remember!!! Haha, jkjk, okay gtg liao
bb, and God bless you and me :D
Signing off:
Jierong :)
Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 10:07:00 PM
Haiz, just know that it really doesn't pay to be good :(
@ 9:44:00 PM
Just reached home. Went to church by cab cuz I scared I late, then somehow I last minute is the pianist for the 2nd half. Then after that went home pack by things and change into sports attire. Then went back church and teach tuition and meeting. Then went to with Yi Cheng to play soccer with his friends. My goalkeeping sucks just now, but came out as an outfield player and scored 6 goals in total. In the last match was a hat trick. Zai bo!!! Haha, jkjk...bo liao
And I am in love with Jay Chou and Tank again...Arghhh, they rock!!! Tank, Tank, Tank...nonono...Jay, Jay, Jay!!!
Okay, super tired now,
Signing off:
Jierong :)
@ 12:13:00 AM
Wah, today long day sia...went NAFA then they closed the office, then went teach piano at Jurong East. Got 1 student of mine who is new, he is only 4 years old. So cute!!! I will tell you all what happen tomoro. I am tired, okay, bb...see you tomoro in church
Signing off:
Jierong :)
Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 11:54:00 PM
Nice right?? :)
Hui Yuh: This is how my blog should look like in Firefox :) I dun know how it looks like in others la, but I know firefox and safari have the same effects.
Its a so called terrible day for me today, never mind wun really want to say out. But it turns out to be fine in the end, dun know why also...nvm, thank God first :)
And I just found out that my blog seems complicated in Internet explorer, but seems ok in firefox leh! Haha, i using firefox mah...my viwawa account is firefox_jierong. (Randoms*)
Wanna thank the following people...
1) CMPB lady officer: Assisting me in my NS deferment thingy...and her advice and explanation
2) Wayne Ma: For his encouragement, cheered me up, (Yeah right, sex change in Thailand,
screw you) and his help for my course incidents....Best friends yeah!
3) Hui Yuh: Commenting on my blog and also take the time to view my blog in Firefox :)
4) Vivian: Blessing in disguise :) (You know what I mean, don't you??)
5) Parents: My mum's nagging really wakes me up (from reality)...my dad's advice is valuable too
:)
6) Shu Jie: Her intiative to show me around in NAFA tmr morning
7) Vivian's mum: Forgiving me :)
8) Jeffery: Helping me to check if Vivian is online , hui yuh too :D
9) My cousins: Their words of advice about transferring to NAFA
Okay, lastly wanna thank God!!! He created me, and theres a reason behind it....I have been reading 标杆人生 for the past 2 days...Haha, ok..bb...late liao, tmr going NAFA at Bugis/Little India...
Signing off:
Jierong :D
@ 5:18:00 AM
Just changed blogskin...can't sleep :(
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 11:08:00 PM
I suddenly love piano so much! I dun know why also...Just now keep practicing 2 pieces.
1) The Flight of the Bumblebee by Nikolai-Korsakov, transcribed by Rachmanioff
2) Waltz in E minor (Posthumous) by F. Chopin
I just wanna relearn and recap and revise or whatever words you want to use. Its kinda nice to revise those pieces you learnt before. This is to minimize the chances of forgetting them. Also I may want to play the latter one at the concert. The Flight of the Bumblebee piece is not ready yet, so can't really perform.
Nowadays I keep hearing people having spammers or stalkers destroying people blog. I think they should just f*** off, its kinda irritating. Never mind, say also no use. Hope they dun do eat anymore.
Just now played soccer with my secondary school friends at Toh Guan Street Soccer Court. Played soso lo, got made some fantastic saves. But I dun think I am good enough, so need to train more. So if you guys want practice shooting come find me. I am there to stop you from scoring.
Sian, so bored de, bo liao one. (Hui Yuh says de)...Now listening to 蛇舞 by Jay Chou. Haha, I like his raps :) (Randoms*)
KK, i am seriously bored...
Signing off:
Jierong :D
Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 5:13:00 PM
I just dun understand why muz she do this? I have already apologize liao wads more she want?? Never mind, thats not the point for today...
Woke up at 8:15am and went church for practice for 10am 标杆人生 prayer meeting. It was okay, Jabez was the drummer and I am again the pianist. Haha, and Admond was the worship leader. The whole worship was nice! Never eat breakfast and so abit hungry, haha, never mind, used to it le.
Then now feel boring, maybe playing soccer later to relieve all my 烦恼. Yesterday scored 7 goals, today muz score 7+ goals. Haha, wish me best...
I think that after the whole incident, I am more mature in handling things already. Even if she did not forgive me, i will make sure she does. I am sure I can do it, since I started it, I must end it. Never mind about the the responses, but as long as I am faithful to God, it will be okay :)
The shadow is fading gradually, day by day. And one day it will. I believe and I really do believe...
Signing off:
Jierong
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 9:41:00 PM
Tag leh guys!!! My blog has been dead for 6 days le :(
Tag!!!
@ 12:28:00 AM
The initial thought of backing out of the flag day last min came upon me, but God's will was vice versa.
Today's flag day was okay, I enjoyed it throughout. But today's rain spoil the day. It was cold and windy. Wanting was there ''cheating'' at the end. She asked 2 of the kids in our church to help her do he donation. LOL! Then I was there so ''diao'' -.- Then Hui Yuh also ''diao'' me back, asked me whether can slack or not. The whole thing is I never slack, Wanting wanna had breakfast so I followed her lo. Then why "diao" me??? Forgot sis handphone number, I really deserved it man, HAHAHA!
Went back church early to hand in the donation then went home, bathe and get ready for work. It was like I was going to the same place as the donation lo. The donation is at Jurong East, my workplace downstairs only, then went back there go work. Haha!
Today's teaching was nice. I currently have 5 students, yeah. Next week should be more. The students there have different standards, but sadly to say I have to keep it c0nfidential so can't sa, LOL! (Then dun say in the 1st place lah, diao again). Reached home at about 7:15pm then went to eat dinner then seriously tired and went to sleep le. Sleep until 12:15 midnight then woke up, cuz I dreamt of her again, just can't get over it. Never mind, I 越讲越 sad. Sad, sad, sad is all I can describe my feelings nowadays.
Life is a torment these 3 days. Really, it became one of the stationary points in my life. It really turn upside down, just tooo sudden for me to accept. In trauma now, can't sleep properly and will keep recounting the past. Well, this is the after effects of a breakup. So closed yet the price we had to pay. Well, I deserved what I deserved, but she doesn't deserved it. So its really not fair for her. I am too selfish le, I admit, sorry. Maybe Sorry wun help, yes I agree, have to do some actions. Okay, I am tired now, lets not talk about it...
Signing off:
Jierong
Friday, September 18, 2009 @ 11:08:00 PM
Decided to give my url to all of you cuz I think that there is no reason to keep it so private. Blog is for the whole world to see, so theres no point keeping it private, it defeats the purpose. Next time wun anyhow post le, learnt my lesson already, once bitten twice shy...
Anyway, today spent most of my time sleeping. Then woke up get ready for prayer meeting. It was okay, so so. Played no mistakes at all. So its good. But was emo throughout, but got smile a little la, trying already. At least better than nothing. You guys should know the reason already. It really takes time to heal de! But it should not affect my commitment to God :)
Wanna wish Cassandra a happy birthday :)
Nites and...
Signing off:
Jierong
Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 11:43:00 PM
This is my new blog. http://jierong-is-back.blogspot.com.
Okay, the reason why I wanted to change blog is because I really dun wan any spammers to come here and spam. Those adults and irresponsible brats came here and screwed up my page...And I wanna start everything anew...
I am emo, yes! I am devastated, yes! I feel so empty in my heart. I lost Vivian. We were forced to break up. I need someone to confide to now, seriously we need. Sad, sad and sad. Lord, save me please...
Back to being Single again...
Signing off:
Jierong
